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Thursday, January 28, 2010
heya.....its me echa.....hahahaha.......Its been tiring weeks for me lately coz its attachment time.....need to put extra effort to pass and have a better grade.....seriously need a break...haiz....
Not only tired of working but im tired of all the crapz tht happened recently and i think it has to stop....like seriously....haiz.....
already stress of my cp,i also have problems at home tht i cant stand it anymore. i mean i cant face it calmly and just accept it like nothing happen but i cant let it spread more,right?
I dunno how i going to face my future if this home problem will continue.....haiz):
Anyway.....there still room of happiness and laughter tht i got frm my cp mates.....thx for making me happy and laugh......seriously only at work i feel happy but when come back home.....haiz,dunno how to explain.....
still,i wont give up coz i am the one tht control my life so im still survive in reality even though hard to accept it.
I miss my jpa frens and my sec frens.......wonder hows their life now.....
Oh ya.....i dunno why but recently i've been crazy about this taiwan drama....the drama name is romantic princess.i seriously like dis drama not due to inrease my imagination of fantasy but it is about how love can be so sweet but pain sometimes...it is also abt friendship tht definitely have a strong connection....being rich sometime nt gd also coz it will minimise our love and care to others.....
oh ya ......hahaha....for alia,cant forget all the things tht either me or you tht do teng2 things....hahahaha.....
Oh ya,i forgot to tell something.i dunno why but i've kept thinking abt it.....like seriosly when seh.....im nt being so mean and comfortable.....
oklah.....need to doze off already....chalo bete:)
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Saturday, January 16, 2010
hey babes out there.....OMG.....i seriously been so long never updated my blog.been too busy.i am now having my 1.2 attachment.so far so good.ms tan is a good cp teacher and i reli happy to have her.....miss her giving sweets and chocolates;especially her 1 million dollar qns.....hahahaha:)
cp 1.2 is great but there are changes tht makes me feel so uncomfortable and i do understand why it happened.....why now....?????
I do receive some compliments frm pts'relatives and i felt tht i dont deserve it coz there are still some weaknesses tht i have to improve on....
1st ward is an great ward coz ENs n SNs were very helpful.I got my first skill sign in tht ward tht is feeding ngt.it is awkward at first but i think feeding ngt actually not tht difficult.I like dis atuk(patient) frm my cubicle.He is an indeed a very funny person to me.hahahaha.....cant forget when he vomitted at my uniform but what i noe....patient first then us.
Got this atuk also makes me laugh on the last day of our attachment at ward....
he go and took video of me n farishah while we are doing para....hahahaha....
2nd ward was marverlous coz new abbreviations n new stuff have to be learn.
Most of the staff there was very helpful and friendly.pts as usual fun n funny.
there are some scold me for no reason coz hi got halllucination problem,they are some who like to make jokes and learnt a new therapy tht is known as maggot therapy.
I still remember a day whereby alia dunno how to peel banana.....hahahaha....then the patient also laugh.hahaha:)
Life is full of suprises and luck tht we got tht it jus like tht.I mean i do realised of some ppl tht was hypocryte n ithought this thing were so childish.....haiz.....):
I jus want my life to be simple but there are these ppl who makes me felt im not useful or .....
Oh ya....cant 4get the last day on ward 38 coz with alia and scallop.....hahaha,the jokes is so funny...yuppy yup.....alia,you know iknow ah gal....hahahaha:)
I dunno why but i doubt tht i can continue to paramedic.....suddenly have a new ambition coming up im my mind recently tht is to be a nurse in IMH.....so how babes....ok tk...hahahaha
miss my sec frens so much.....wish to see u babes ard one day....haiz....too busy with my studies and attachments but doesnt have time to go out with my beloved frens tht will always know my life what had happen in the past and present.....thnks gals:)
Oklah....gtg....hope to update my life in the future.....tc babes.....:)
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Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Haiz.....I guess already.My life sucks rite now.I had problem at home and my results does not seem too good to me.too envy of my friends achivements.wherelse me,i didnt improve anything....haiz...only god knows how hard i try my bez to improve myself,to improve my life,to improve everything but i can't.haiz....I always wanted something but someone will took it from me.WHY...WHY...WHY???
Why i cant decide what i want? What happen to my life? What i must do now?
SOMEBODY HELP ME.....):.....):.....):
